Prescious Ann’s Blog

i miss writing on  this blog. i miss expressing the thoughts inside me. i miss the moments with myself. i miss this time…

the semester is almost done but i’m still sitting here in my aqua-green mat doing manuscript stuffs.. sigh.. i just need to release some thoughts and pour out my emotion that’s why.. here i am writing once again.

ah. i came to realize that i have only three more days to stay here in elbi for this semester. oh! i don’t want to cry. i’ll definitely miss every experience i had.

i’m starting to be so melancholic once again, and yeah, i’m starting to recognize God’s greatness in my life throughout this semester. His ways are surprising! His mind is huge! His plans are oh-so-terrible! I’m sinking!

Great testimonies are seated in my heart right now and these overwhelm me so much.. I just remember all the cries, sacrifices, happiness, frustrations, victories, struggles, hopes and dreams I’ve been through. They are my altars in the Lord. those were the times my Daddy God would just show up and reveal His heart to me.. and those encounters changed me. A lot..

Indeed! this is a semester of Great Lessons! A semester of Grace. A semester of Worship. A semester of Love. A semester of Favor.  A semester of Prayer. A semester for God!!!

I’m looking forward to greater testimonies.

PRECIOUS TESTIMONIES…

..still sitting here in my aqua-green mat and will continue doing manuscript stuffs,

HIS BELOVED PRESCIOUS ANN

this season is lot of surprises! new things and new experiences.. well,  I’m enjoying every simple thing that He is giving to me. Yesterday, He just allowed me again to freely feel His sweet presence– a presence i’m always longing for. It was so melancholic moment that my tears just flowed, my emotions was stirred up!.. everytime i come to His presence I always end up crying for He keeps on telling me that He is a listening God and He answers!

yes..indeed He isn’t a deaf God and never He will be!!! Though I can’t instantly see His answers, i am just sure that in His time He will give me the most surprising and best answer I am waiting for. Just a testimony! [YESTERDAY] I woke up so tired, maybe b’coz my dream was so adventurous like an action film taken in a huge forest!(= nakakapagod tumakbo! I woke up late and tired for that matter.hehe!! my first class during that day usually starts @ 8:30am, thus, i decided not to attend my first class anymore, sa next class q nlng which is @ 10:00am ‘coz I really need to rest! I took time to read my Bible and I was suddenly convicted! [OMG] that’s why binilisan qnlng n ngprepare and I went to my class.(mabait naman xe aq..hehe) I had three classes for that day and I was really weak, not excited and I was like flying… I wanted to rest!!! I kept on asking God for a rest that day and so before my Spanish class, i told Him na sana wala muna ‘yung lovely teacher namin.. but NO!!! “buenas tardes class!”, she greeted us. Vale! vale! vale! Gracias Dad! perhaps not this time.. maybe the next time around!(=.. in short, no rest beacause right after my class i had a date with my discipler..

during the night I’ve attended the friday meeting and I was amazed when the preaching was all about REST! well, it was not only about the physical rest like sleeping or going out for a full-body-massage-session.. it was more than that! it is a rest in God’s presence…So great!

…I realized…

He really listens to our prayers! and when He answers our prayers, it’s not just an ordinary answer but an EXTRAORDINARY one!..that night… I was able to rest in the MOST LOVELY RESTING PLACE– in His very presence.. more things happened in that resting place, He revealed a lot more things to me..

…and one thing that really moved me was when He uttered these words to me, “Have I not answered all your prayers my child?”… I cried and just listened…

I want more!

It’s not about me… it’s all about HIM!

though things are not yet clear, i just know that in His time He will make things clearer than i could ever imagine… for now, i will just walk with Him everyday and offer my Best in everything that I’ll do… i wanna enjoy every single moment of my life. I wanna offer Him what is due to Him for this life is all about Him and not about me….

I don’t want to rush things… but i want to have a glimpse of what is reserved for me… it has been another day yet things remain to be a mystery..

…and still I am waiting…